The scattered upheaval of emotions and crashing complexities of energies around us, is causing an explosion of confusion with a massive visceral release of the past experiences that have created us.
Walking down this beach and becoming one with this powerful landscape, the breaking of the waves felt like the break down of my ego. I had uncontrollable tears after a week of restless nights, body pains, and emotional defeats. The biggest discovery that I’ve had yet on my journey of self, came because of this breakdown, and I realized that all of the illnesses and traumas I’ve attracted throughout my lifetime, that I choose to still carry, are not the blockages stopping me from living my purpose. The only blockage that still exists, is the choice to hang on, and beneath it all, is the fear and driving force:
I AM NOT SAFE to live life in the fullest expression, I AM NOT SAFE to be seen as I am! I AM NOT WORTHY of the role I was born to uphold.
This long drawn out mysterious dichotomy of a war inside me has been identified, and the white flag has been raised! Desperate to heal and become my destiny, but believing I couldn’t because I was repeatedly unsuccessful at removing these blockages, is a result of this hidden fear in my unconscious. It has derailed healing and greatness, and ultimately denied and deprived universal healing and change.
I’ve avoided being accountable, and escaped fully accepting the responsibility of what I perceived as “too big of a job” for my abilities. Filled with social anxieties and insecurities manifested years of debilitating illnesses that have been used to check out of the game! As much as they’ve propelled me onto my spiritual path and given me countless awakenings, showed me my gifts and abilities, and taught me suffering so I can accept love ~ they have now served their purpose!
Today, in this moment, waking, attuning, and being omnipresent, I see the sun beginning to rise with the dawn of a greater perspective. The light now shines on the tears of fear, and transmutes it into empowerment and a new found vitality. Each moment, like the ocean waves, brings a new opportunity to choose passion, freedom and life.
Prayer of Strength
♡ I wash away the burdensome fears of my ego, and accept the great responsibility of my birth.
I respect the gifts I have been given, and believe in the power of love.
I command assistance from the universe to guide me to my chosen destiny.♡
It is a time of awakening, shifting, and ascending to our highest and greatest selves. Life reviews are happening in waking moments, and visions of our past lives are coming through in our dreams. This is the time to step up and break free of this human condition. It is a global healing, rise in integrity, alteration to our consciousness, and a new creation of our reality.
Violet Rays Jane, Wellness Specialist
Heal your emotional body. Discover your inner wisdom. Ignite your soul’s purpose.